Thursday

Just a few things:

First of all–the weather here is psycho! Yesterday and today have been “cold” (60s), and it rained this morning…this, after two days of 90s and two days of 100s! 🙂 But, I am not complaining this time, because I LOVE it!

Secondly–EIGHT DAYS UNTIL CHICAGO!! I am SO excited! I got my tickets yesterday, so now it has set in that I am really going. YAY! 🙂

Thirdly–I have three classes left of my junior year…unbelievable…oh, how I wish this were my last three classes EVER…alas, it is not so. 🙂 I have two more today, and one tomorrow…then the stress REALLY begins! AHHHH! LOL.

Also–for those of you Olivetians who are “Keen-ites”, he spoke in chapel last week, and it is up on APU’s Online chapel site (link on the left). Just FYI.

Alright, just wanted to say those things. 🙂 Have a great day!

The Cost of Being a Disciple

APU is known for having phenomenal speakers each year, who come from all over the nation. One of our favorite speakers is Francis Chan, a pastor from the LA area. He comes each year for at least 5 chapels…I missed his 3 chapel series because of DC last Fall, so I was so glad he came today…

But it was also one of the most challenging messages I have heard in a long time. So I am going to share my thoughts here…

He talked about how success is often measured today in numbers…pastors love when their churches are growing, when there are tons of people attending each week…but he pointed out that in the Gospels, whenever Jesus had large crowds around, He was skeptical…

Luke 14:25-34 says, “Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said: ‘If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters–yes, even his own life–he cannot be my disciple. And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple. Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Will he not first sit down and estimate the cost to see if he has enough money to complete it? For if he lays the foundation and is not able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule him, saying ‘This fellow began to build and was not able to finish.’ Or suppose a king is about to go to war against another king. Will he not first sit down and consider whether he is able with ten thousand men to oppose the one coming against him with twenty thousand? If he is not able, he will send a delegation while the other is still a long way off and will ask for terms of peace. In the same way, any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple. Salt is good, but if it loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is fit neither for the soil nor for the manure pile; it is thrown out. He who has ears to hear, let him hear.'”

Numbers are not everything…because not everyone is following Jesus genuinely…

This is a passage I have studied many a time before; but as usual, Francis posed a question to us all that made us think in entirely new ways…and I was astounded.

He said this: What if Jesus were in chapel today, speaking? What if He told us this parable, and then asked us to follow Him right then, to just walk out the door without telling anyone…leaving everything behind…would we follow Him? And if He told us that we had to pick up a cross, and walk with Him to a hill to be crucified (as the scripture says) to our old life…to everything we have known…would we do it?

The Event Center was quiet, as people pondered the meaning of this question…

Would I do that? Could I do what the disciples did in John 6, when things started to get tough?:

“From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him. ‘You do not want to leave too, do you?’ Jesus asked the Twelve. Simon Peter answered him, ‘Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. We believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.'”

Then Francis began to talk about the salt portion of the scriptures. He even brought salt, as is his style…he always has great object lessons…anyway, he had salt that was good, and salt that was worthless.

He poured a pile of the good salt onto the podium, making a small pile. He then poured the bad salt (or the “white specks”) over that until the pile was quite large. He stood back, admired it, and said “Wow! That’s a great looking pile!” He then asked us what good that pile was, what it was worth to anyone…nothing. The Bible says that the white specks were not even good enough for the manure pile, because manure has redeeming value, and the white specks have none…

Not good enough for manure?

It seems that in Christianity today we have lost the meaning of what it truly means to be a disciple, a follower of Christ. Churches don’t mind having the worthless salt mixed in with the good salt as long as their churches are growing and the numbers are getting higher…but what does Jesus say? The opposite!

What is wrong with this picture? Churches should be helping people to grow, and to become true disciples of our Risen Lord…

In closing, he asked us to consider whether we were the salt, or just a white speck…

And that is something I am deeply pondering today.

I don’t know if I could just leave everything and everyone behind, like Jesus says so often in the Gospels…I don’t know that I could do it!

Yet, that is the cost of being a disciple…

(NOTE: If you ever want to watch an APU chapel, use the link in the sidebar. Our basketball games and other events are also available live and online.)

Today’s Observation

One thing to say for today:

IT IS TOO HOT FOR APRIL!!! It was 100 degrees today…no kidding. Broke records. Tomorrow will be hotter, and then it is going to drop 25 degrees by Wednesday! This weather is NOT very conducive to studying…LOL…our apartment is like a SAUNA! Yuck…anyway, that’s all I wanted to say for today. Oh, and please say a prayer for Michael…read his blog for more info. Pray that God will reveal His plan for Michael.

An awesome day…

Today has been really great! Paige’s bridal shower was really wonderful–it was very small, making it SO special! There were about 6 or 7 of us, which made it much more open and fun. It was so awesome to show Paige how much she means to us!

When I got back, I realized that I wasn’t going to get anything done here, so I decided to IM Bethany (my best friend of 15 years) to see if I could drive down to her place (Riverside) and hang out/study with her…so we had a really great time visiting, eating and studying together (along with some “Trading Spaces” and “While You Were Out”…It was so good to see her, considering the fact that we never see eachother anymore.

I had two or three (maybe more?) really good conversations with Michael today…realizing more and more just how excited I am to go see him (12 DAYS!)…we’ve both been so busy lately that our conversations have been limited and short…and, of course, phone conversations are no where near as good as in person conversations…so I look forward to being able to look him in the eyes (which are quite lovely, by the way) while we converse…when I was in Chicago in February, we had some incredibly deep conversations, especially while driving back to Illinois…we had great ones the entire week he was here in California…and I know that we will have MANY more this summer, since we should be able to spend about 3 weeks together this summer.

Anyway, enough about him 😉

OH–one more thing about him. He took the Foreign Service Exam today, for the State Department, and I KNOW that he did well. He is so intelligent (brilliant, really), and he is very knowledgeable about all realms of policy…I know that he did well! I am so proud of him for even taking that 6 hour long test…he is too awesome!

It was a very laid back and productive day for me! I was able to start on all four of my papers that are due next week…so I feel confident that I can accomplish all that lies ahead…

This is good…

This weekend…

Had a really good time with Leslie today, shopping for bridal shower gifts and for apartment stuff…we made a side-trip to IKEA (which is an AWESOME store) and we both found bookshelves that we want…some other time!

I need to get SO much done this weekend!

I have a bridal shower tomorrow (Paige’s)…

then reading…

then packing…

I am so motivated to just pack up and get out of here! Unfortunately, I am not leaving for two weeks (actually, 13 days)…so I can’t pack everything. I took everything off my walls today, which was sad, but it makes me feel as if I have accomplished something. 🙂

Sunday will involve more homework, more packing…my goal is to get two papers done this weekend, but that all depends on how my allergies are doing (because when they are bad, it affects my mental clarity, which makes it so hard to accomplish anything academic)…

Anyway, that’s all I’ve got. 🙂

Oh, by the way, since I know you all have been SO curious as to where I am going in two weeks: I am flying to “Sweet Home Chicago” for Michael’s graduation…:) Good times!

EXCITING!!

So, provided all goes well on Sunday, and I am able to obtain a ticket that was offered to me, it looks like I will be flying somewhere two weeks from Friday 🙂 I’m not going to say where yet, but I am very excited about the possibility! So say a little prayer for me, please 🙂

YAY!

Things…

Well, I like my new roommate (for next year)…we have talked several times now, and she has a very outgoing and kind personality. I have a feeling that we are going to get along well, and that we are going to enjoy living together. We haven’t met our other two roommates yet, but we have been told by some others that they are very sweet girls…here’s hoping!

Last night, at church, I was playing piano, and I realized just how much I need my piano here. It was such a release, such a stress reliever! As my fingers gently pressed the keys, creating beautiful melodies and harmonies, I realized just how much I love piano, how much I love music, and how very grateful I am that the Lord has so richly blessed me with my musical abilities…thank you Lord! They bring such joy to my life!

I am really hoping that my “sister” Cheyenne can come visit me this summer…I’d love to have any of my PA friends come, but lately I have really been missing her and the good times we shared those two summers I lived with her…so I asked her last night if she’d consider coming, and she is going to try to make it happen! I can’t wait! 🙂 YAY!

So much to get done tonight…but oh well. It will get done!

Right now, I am really struggling with somethings, so if you are reading this, please say a prayer for me…I’d appreciate it! That’s all I’ll say for now…

Looking forward to living with Paige…it is going to be awesome…just a couple of weeks until the big move!

I’ve spent a lot of money (for the library) in the past few days, and it has been SO fun. Scott and I are really enhancing our collection of History and Political Science books…and it is so fun! I have come up with many projects for the summer, to keep me busy, related to book orders and future book orders. As nerdy as that may sound, I am actually really looking forward to it!!

My arm, or more specifically my thumb and part of my hand, has been bothering me lately, perhaps from all the typing…the doctors said that the nerve damage would never fully go away, so this is something I have to live with for the rest of my life…oh well! It could be worse!

More later, I’m sure.

Definition of a Red-Neck

Okay, loyal readers…since there has been QUITE the debate going on about whether or not I am a redneck, I decided to find some definitions of rednecks…here is the fruit of my research…I put the things in bold that actually describe me (very few!):

“Being a redneck is being proud of your roots and a true love for your father’s name. Where family and friends are first and strangers are just a vague, dismal blur in the distance. Rednecks are good ol’ boys/gals who usually live in the south (usually in the country) and also tend to have a southern accent. Their necks are red and maybe their arms, too, cause they work hard and out in the heat all day.The group that is ridiculed by most, but deep down envied by all. Some types of rednecks may be cowboys/girls, mountain men/women, country boys/gals, and or hillbillys.

· Big truck tires, huntin’, fishin’, tractor pulls, country music, Charlie Daniels, and rebel flags are just a few words that might describe a redneck. They usually drive pickup trucks with loud sounds that can usually be heard before seen, and they also tend to blare country music from their radios. They usually add a CB radio to their truck and may have a gun rack in the back and an ol’ rebel flag flyin from the antennae or posted on their front or back winshield. It is hard to figure these people out. Most people just can’t understand how you can have such a weird lifestyle of cowboy hats and buckles.

· Many Rednecks love the ol’ T.V. show called “dukes of hazzard” and western shows. They are very laid back and tend to piss people off when they drive too slow or too fast down the road in their ol’ pickup trucks.

· They love women/men (preferrably Cowgirls/boys), country music, wearin’ jeans, wearin’ boots (may be leather), wearin’ a cowboy hat, yellin’ yyyyyeeeehhhhhaaaaaawwwwww! out loud, shootin’ the bull (talkin and telling some stories), fishin’, huntin’ watching wrestlin’, watchin’ or goin’ to NASCAR races, watchin’ baseball, or watchin’ football.

· Rednecks may also like the rodeo. They love ridin’ horses or bulls, or ropin’ calves. Most Rednecks can usually be found at or off your local gravel road, in Texas, Tennessee, Mississippi, Arkansas, Oklahoma, Arizona, Georgia, Alabama, South Carolina, and maybe even in other southern states. They will be found on or near your local farm, at a bar (playin pool), local rodeo event and or stock show. The Redneck diet may include t-bone, tender loin, beef, beef stew, cajun food, Burger King, pizza, and maybe some good ol’ peach cobbler fer desert.

· Things that make a redneck mad: somebody stealin’ his healthy horse, making a promise which you can’t keep, cuttin’ down rodeo evernts, and much more.

· Things that really piss a redneck off is: stealin’ his cowgirl, a male hitting a female, a male cheating on a female, child abuse, abortions (child killers), beatin’ up his haas(word which means buddy), messin with his family, and much more. I tell ya, most rednecks like to fight for their woman and/or to defend their own honor. And i guarantee you if a true redneck sees you do one of the things in this list that redneck will whoop your @ $ $ right then and there

· Rednecks know how to treat women. Rednecks know how to respect, love, and care about females. True Rednecks love females for who they are and would never cheat on them. A True redneck would never hit or injur a female. White trash lies to females, cheat on them, beat them, get them pregnant and then leave them (A redneck believes a white trash person like this should be hung by their “YOU KNOW WHAT”)

· How can your friends be more important than yourself? This might be a question from a typical non-redneck. Where the outdoors are loved and where blue-collar labor is not looked down on but a way of life. Where hard hats are worn instead of pocket protectors. Where steel toe boots are worn instead of nice loafers. Where blue jeans and a flannel are preferred to a nice coat and tie. Rednecks are the people that make the world go round!” (from http://members.lycos.nl/jurgenspage/newpage28.html)

The only thing I do is watch NASCAR and attend races of all kinds! I think that proves me right!! 🙂

Just wanted to clear that up…

Lesa’s new fight…

As many of you know, I love to argue and debate…I would love to be a lobbyist someday, for I also love to persuade people that I am right 🙂 I did an internship with a lobbyist the summer after my senior year in high school…but anyway…

So I have a potential chance to fight and lobby, and it has made me excited.

When I entered APU, I was told that I did not have to take math because my SAT math scores were high enough to waive the requirement. Nonetheless, I tried to take calculus (since I had just passed AP Calculus with a 98% in the class, and I enjoyed it thoroughly), but they wouldn’t let me because I wasn’t a math major.

So, my junior year rolls around, haven’t had math since high school…and the registrar informs me that I have to take College Algebra to graduate. I was stumped as to what I could do…because I did not get the waiver in writing, they can’t accept my word. I PASSED AP CALC (aced it, really)!! And now they want me to take ALGEBRA?!

So now the fight is on. 🙂

I am going to find out what the score to waive math is…

then, I am going to obtain my academic records, with my SAT scores, to prove to them that they were indeed high enough.

I will sit down with someone in the registrar’s office and kindly persuade them to see things my way…

If they still will not allow me to waive this, then I will resort to another tactic…

Don’t yet know what that tactic will be…but I will come up with something! 🙂

I am excited! I will have to wait until summer, but that will give me something to do! If I get that class waived, I will be ecstatic…though I could use the 3 units to count toward graduation, it’s the principle of the thing, you know? They went back on their word…so I am going to call them on it.

Anyway, that has bettered my mood for the day. When I set my mind on doing something, it is hard to get me to change my mind. 🙂 I’ll keep you posted as the battle against College Algebra begins…

Housing for next year

Good news! I am living four apartments down from my former roommates, and closest friends(with whom I couldn’t live because I went to D.C. last Fall), so that will be SO nice! I am also going to be right by the pool–again, that will be SO nice. 🙂 So far there is only one other girl in the apartment, Courtney, and I emailed her just now to see if she wants to get together and talk about next semester and get to know eachother, etc. So that should be good! I know that God will place me where I need to be! 🙂

The day is getting better…my demeanor is improving, which is welcomed!! 🙂 God is faithful…