When Tori was healthy, there was no doubt that she loved me. She would smile and talk to me, her eyes would light up when she saw me, and … Continue reading A Treasured Moment…
When Tori was healthy, there was no doubt that she loved me. She would smile and talk to me, her eyes would light up when she saw me, and … Continue reading A Treasured Moment…
I wrote out the points I wanted to remember to pray about and decided to share it here as well in case others needed or wanted ideas for how to … Continue reading Praying for Tori on #ToriThursday
We asked our Team Tori followers if they had any questions we could answer for them about Krabbe, Tori, etc. and such great questions were presented! I tried to include as many links to respected resources as I could for the medical questions. I also condensed similar questions to avoid repetition.
As I receive more related questions I will add them here.
Because there were so many questions, I have split them up based on category and made several blog posts out of them. 🙂
Krabbe Disease
This is the information our neurologist gave us when she told us the official diagnosis. It is a great resource about Krabbe. The Hunter’s Hope Foundation also has a great page with information about Krabbe that is very well-written and easy to understand.
Stem Cell Transplant and Treatment
“All of my life, in every season, you are still God and I have a reason to sing, I have a reason to worship.” – The Desert Song (Hillsong) Today has … Continue reading Speechless Moments
Tori had her first vision and physical therapy sessions today. The vision therapist helped us better understand Cortical Visual Impairment and how we can help stimulate Tori despite the fact … Continue reading First Physical Therapy Session
Today was a good day. I was finally well-rested (slept for 10 hours!!) because Brennan “made” me go home to sleep (like I would have said no). So thankful. I … Continue reading Headed home!
Tori’s surgery went well and it took an hour LESS than expected! They were able to do everything laparoscopically so she won’t have any scars. She is now sleeping in … Continue reading In Recovery…
We are asked fairly often if we are angry at God or frustrated with Him.
We can honestly say no. We are not.
Are we curious to know why this is happening? Of course.
Do we have our moments of sorrow and frustration at our circumstances? Definitely.
But anger at God has not been and is not currently something we are experiencing.
God is God and we are not.
“My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the LORD. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.” Isaiah 55:8
As I wrote before, we trust God completely and, even though we don’t like what is happening, we know that we will eventually (even if in Heaven) understand why this happened. We know beyond any doubt that He is trustworthy, faithful, and loving.
We know that He will be glorified through her life no matter how long we have her here on earth.
This doesn’t mean that we are “okay” with Tori’s situation, blindly accepting it without emotion. But, it does mean that it’s “okay” in the sense that we know that God is in control, we know that He loves us – and her – and we know that He has an amazing plan for all of our lives. We are unable to comprehend His plan at this moment, but we trust that He has one.
We are filled with His peace that exceeds all that we understand. There is no earthly reason for us to be so at peace with all of this – it is absolutely from God. Being at peace doesn’t mean that we are okay with any of this, but it means that we trust the One who knows all and created all. We trust Him fully with our precious Tori and know that He loves her even more than we do. We know that He eventually uses all things for the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28).
It is a moment-by-moment process of surrendering all of this to Him and choosing to not worry, to not be angry, and to continue to hope that He will choose to heal her here on earth. He is more than able, and nothing is impossible for Him (Luke 1:37)!
The daily reading for today is from Psalm 66, and it is so fitting for our situation, and for this question:
Psalm 66
1 Shout joyful praises to God, all the earth!
2 Sing about the glory of his name!
Tell the world how glorious he is.
3 Say to God, “How awesome are your deeds!
Your enemies cringe before your mighty power.
4 Everything on earth will worship you;
they will sing your praises,
shouting your name in glorious songs.”5 Come and see what our God has done,
what awesome miracles he performs for people!
6 He made a dry path through the Red Sea,[a]
and his people went across on foot.
There we rejoiced in him.
7 For by his great power he rules forever.
He watches every movement of the nations;
let no rebel rise in defiance. Interlude8 Let the whole world bless our God
and loudly sing his praises.
9 Our lives are in his hands,
and he keeps our feet from stumbling.
10 You have tested us, O God;
you have purified us like silver.
11 You captured us in your net
and laid the burden of slavery on our backs.
12 Then you put a leader over us.[b]
We went through fire and flood,
but you brought us to a place of great abundance.13 Now I come to your Temple with burnt offerings
to fulfill the vows I made to you—
14 yes, the sacred vows that I made
when I was in deep trouble.
15 That is why I am sacrificing burnt offerings to you—
the best of my rams as a pleasing aroma,
and a sacrifice of bulls and male goats. Interlude
16 Come and listen, all you who fear God,
and I will tell you what he did for me.
17 For I cried out to him for help,
praising him as I spoke.
18 If I had not confessed the sin in my heart,
the Lord would not have listened.
19 But God did listen!
He paid attention to my prayer.
20 Praise God, who did not ignore my prayer
or withdraw his unfailing love from me.
Praise God who does not ignore our prayers or withdraw His unfailing love from us.
We arrived at the hospital at 6:00am to check in for Tori’s surgery. She was very calm and patient despite being hungry and tired. She was taken back around 7:30am … Continue reading Surgery Day
We were told yesterday that Tori’s g-tube/Nissen surgery will be at 8am on Monday in Hershey. We will arrive at 6am. Poor Tori has been throwing up most of her … Continue reading Update on Feedings and Surgery